当你很伤心的时候。。。我也很伤心的你懂吗? 你心情不好时, 我心情也不会比你的好。 我今天也很累,也一直在等着你。。。

其实今天真的好伤心。
sometimes I feel that I am startin to distant from everyone around me. My bestest friends...my family and recently him. Maybe we got our own things to worry and stress about. And we got lesser and lesser things to say to each other.  And we care lesser and lesser.

Tomorrow I am starting work.  Hopefully everything goes well.
He didn't seem to bother to talk to me he just went off with his friend.  Sometimes I think I am being the over one. Alittle disappointed

I just did smt. Then it went wrong. Very wrong. And now I am really scare. What if it turn out positive at the end of this month. 

有时很想吧一切的一切都告诉你们但又不知道要从哪里说起。有时, 说完我有多么讨厌他, 然后过后复合了有很爱他。听起来真可笑。 所以我谁都没告诉,免得被取笑。

Today.  Exams are coming and all i am doing is slacking  how can I start bucking up. I am distracted with so many things. Many of which are my own mistakes. Mistakes that I would make again given the chance.

Guys I really miss you all. Maybe repeating this isn't of much you but repetition is a form of emphasis as learnt in Literature.  I not sure how to say this but I really miss life in secondary school.  I miss seeing you all. And I dont like life now. I am not feeling like how I say I feel on everywhere.  I feel terrible.  I need help guys. I love you all I miss my mum. I miss everyone.  Goodnight

天天都会伤心一次。每天都会。:'( 好的时候有很好。why bother saying you understand when you dont?
我其实觉得很累了。很累每天都会伤心。很累我谁都不能告诉。如果能在做决定我还会跟他在一起吗。

Mum is going to Japan tonight.  I will miss her. I am actually very worried. With all the recent plane crashes and people dying... wont all of us have insecurities about taking a plane again?
I miss being my mama's girl. Oh dear :'( Pray that lord my God gives mummy a safe journey to japan and back. I dont care about presents any more.

You know if life's a book and I am the main character in it. I wish I am dying soon so that everyone would do what I want. And all I want is actually to have my whole family go on a holiday together once. Just once will do.is it really hard. Can someone understand.

Never promise anything when you're happy.
After you promise something how do you back out? How do you tell someone you regret making that promise. How now brown cow? I miss my getaway. I need help