Monday, August 29, 2011
Lately feels so much like a failure. Exams coming, I am still in the moodless happy go lucky feeling . Talki g to sek all day watching movies it's like so comfortable. But it's not . Really worried for my streaming and all. No more time to think of love or movies time to study study study. Mummy went off to China this morning despite the horrible tornado in Taiwan which is near Fujian :( worries. May be thinking wayyy too much but I am scare of loosing her and never seeing her again.
Mummy haven been happy these weeks hope that when she come back from Fujian everythings gonna be alright. Dear god please give me a harmonious family, Jesus name. Amen.
♥ 11:47 PM
Friday, August 26, 2011
Lala
Hello everybody currently eating omelette in the bread shop :) tired to the max and I want to watch Smurfs THE MOVIE! lalalalalala-lalalalala. Went out with that chew ytd eat eat eat all the way like omgawd that's BAD. I WIL BE FAT but no one really cares . :) I want watch Smurf I wanna watch Smurf I want watch anyone want watch with me??? Thad wants :) hee
Had a terrible fight with Sek yesterday. Oh FML. guess his super angry :( hope he is not mow. Abeguel is gone for a week oh FML I CAN KILL MYSELF. For some who dunno she is my maid and I really like her cause she talk to me :3 she say worst lamest jokes u can ever hear . Really miss her mums shouting at me every few mins. UrghfskdovkzkdkxkdlkckdkdFMLFML.
♥ 9:18 PM
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
Shag.
Today is really creepy so many things just kept happening continuously . Makes me kinda tremble. Anyway I feel like very I dunno how to describe feeling cause I just see Sarah and Junhup crying and I can't do anything much. The best thing I did for JunHup was to smile to him and make him smile back to me and best the best thing I did for Sarah was... To give her a packet of gummies and make her laugh my
Ridiculous jokes. Feel super.. Like fail. I dunno what to do. So many thongs I want to tell Sek tonight
Mummie not in a good mood today. She didn't smile when I smile at her. All the quarrels all the backstabing should really end soon. Really. :( really scare of exams:( really really. Hello guy. I really dunno my but I tend to look at you cause I think u are funny. Ok bye.
♥ 1:53 AM
Friday, August 19, 2011
Harro everyone:( this ish like so bad life is like hohoho sp farking horrible . Not for me, for my friends :/ there are so many fights lately it's heartbreaking cause you noe I really love the bonded two respect but lately there are so many I dunno bad mouthings, rumors, quarrels. Lol for the guys nah.... They are still in the playing game mood. Anyways I was kinda a little whiny sad to hear what my classmates sauce about me:< but nah forgive forget right that's how life should be. Abd perhaps they never said it idk.
To Feeohnah:
Hey girl u okay alr?? Remember dun keep things to urself and lie what I say forgive and forget let bad times go by letting things go:) alrights I bet u heard this hell many times alr but I truthfully from te bikini bottom of my HELL HORRIFYING BIG HEART wish u Cheer up lots lots :D
I love u huh.
Hohoho lately miss lucy alot :( she my dead chiwawa and I hadn't told anyone that her dead was somehow cause by me cause of that morning I hadn't go to school then they wouldn't let her run freely and she wouldn't be knock down .... By my School bus . Yeap I know it was the last time I gonna see her that moment I see her infront of my bus. :( it's gonna be her death anniversary soon 1nov.
Okay I going of with mum now. Byebye
♥ 10:15 PM
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Face it. Noob boob
Hello all! Today started off really really bad I must say:/ I got scolded by Miss Noriati who was suddenly really fierce. It pulls my mood really low cause I never liked being scolded or hated by any teacher. Then Zhao Jun scolded me again for my unfinished compo. Like seriously how bad can life be right. Omg EOY. Is coming again;( and it kinda scare me how... How I still dun get things right how I still slack and do nothing. I look at my friends and I dunno perhaps they just choong work at home >.< I just feel super scare. I reallywant to like achieve big like candy. She became a councellor ( idk how to spell) she made friends with almost everyone and she seems to be super happy I wanna be like her man. Like really.
Got back my maths paper today and :( I failed. By one mark. Like :( omg how. Super scare. I wanna get double science I wanna take A maths I wanna go for POA I wanna get super good grades.. I want... But like I can't lo >So bonded to laugh at teachers together to do stuff together.
Siting told me the other day that... When u get to sec 3 life... Life wouldnt be like this friends would be too busy to be bonded and yeah stuff. Anyways today still ended pretty well laughed with Qianqi and made zhaojun super
Mad imma sorry :( . Laugh like dog shit in the
Computer lab with that Pamela! Its so long since I can laugh till my tummy hurts y' know :) made stupid faces to everyone in class people like Josephine like Fiona like Jasper like Vincent and Pamela and XInjing :)
Hey let's put the anger between us and Jamie to one side?
♥ 5:18 AM
Friday, August 12, 2011
The fuckery market.
Hello horrible people. I blogging with my phone lei! Amazing me right :) HAHAHA kidding :3 anyways
I kinda em miss texting this someone. Anyways I just came
Back from the pasar pagi... It's a morning market in jb. And I fucking regret going there
Me mummy. Omg. They fking just kill the live chicken infront of you. THE FUCK LIVING CHICKEN. still alive and chuckling chicken. I dunno I think chickens chuckle right ;)? Anyway they just kill the chicken infront of my eyes and I am getting emotional distress from the horrible scene I just saw. It made me not want to eat chickens anymore. like huhu :'( so painful. They are dying
Because I WANT to eat them. Let me describe how they are killed.
Firstly they are kept in this tiny dirty horrendous smelly cage. --- trust me when I say THEY I meant more than 5 bog chickens. Then when someone (like my mother:'( ) wanna buy the chicken one of them gets grab out at the NECK. They start squeaking really badly and it hurts me alot hearing it. * I was there seeing everything they did :/ * then this dude will grab it to the place they kill all the chickens and he will slit the throat of the chicken and this is the painful part , the blood just fucking burst out . Or wait, I mean EXPLODE OUT. The next part is worst, cause... The chicken is somehow feeling all the pain STILL MOVING. (fml this is so painful) then the dude will throw the chicken to a pool of water which is somehow like abit red and black and whatever. Then they take it out after like 10 seconds or more.. And this time put it into the hot
Boiling
Smoky
Water
AHHHHDKFKFOKRKFIRKGKCJFIFKDNAKALAL FMILFML.
Please note that te poor chicken still has feathers on it.
Then the dude take the chicken out and poof!* plucks out all the feathers easily. And as per normal they take out all the organs and yeah. :'fcuk. There are Many chickens there all gonna be killed by today. Painful. I am not going to that
Market ever again.
I kinda em miss texting this someone. Anyways I just came
Back from the pasar pagi... It's a morning market in jb. And I fucking regret going there
Me mummy. Omg. They fking just kill the live chicken infront of you. THE FUCK LIVING CHICKEN. still alive and chuckling chicken. I dunno I think chickens chuckle right ;)? Anyway they just kill the chicken infront of my eyes and I am getting emotional distress from the horrible scene I just saw. It made me not want to eat chickens anymore. like huhu :'( so painful. They are dying
Because I WANT to eat them. Let me describe how they are killed.
Firstly they are kept in this tiny dirty horrendous smelly cage. --- trust me when I say THEY I meant more than 5 bog chickens. Then when someone (like my mother:'( ) wanna buy the chicken one of them gets grab out at the NECK. They start squeaking really badly and it hurts me alot hearing it. * I was there seeing everything they did :/ * then this dude will grab it to the place they kill all the chickens and he will slit the throat of the chicken and this is the painful part , the blood just fucking burst out . Or wait, I mean EXPLODE OUT. The next part is worst, cause... The chicken is somehow feeling all the pain STILL MOVING. (fml this is so painful) then the dude will throw the chicken to a pool of water which is somehow like abit red and black and whatever. Then they take it out after like 10 seconds or more.. And this time put it into the hot
Boiling
Smoky
Water
AHHHHDKFKFOKRKFIRKGKCJFIFKDNAKALAL FMILFML.
Please note that te poor chicken still has feathers on it.
Then the dude take the chicken out and poof!* plucks out all the feathers easily. And as per normal they take out all the organs and yeah. :'fcuk. There are Many chickens there all gonna be killed by today. Painful. I am not going to that
Market ever again.
♥ 7:40 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Bad day after all
So surposingly today should be a really great awesome and fun day. But it didn't turn out liddat. I dunno. Lately nothing amuses me not your text, not his texts, not her loves just nothing. :( I feel terrible. Lately I have been missing many thing. Things like I really miss primary school , I miss going for Chen Lao shi's Chinese classes I miss laughing about him with Candy. I miss eating meatballs every morning. I miss talking to Qianqi heart to heart. I miss every single thing about being with her and Kiran like we used to be. Lately they had each other, they had their own jokes their own stuff to talk about or else, they have their own friends to talk to. Lately I miss how I say 'I love u' to my mum and daddy and how they reply with their happiest smiles. Lately I miss talking and crapping around with respect friends. Lately I just miss everything.
-the end.
Dear God I miss u very much too :'(
Today is sucha very bad day.
Even thou I went out with my biggest crush :(
-the end.
Dear God I miss u very much too :'(
Today is sucha very bad day.
Even thou I went out with my biggest crush :(
♥ 5:23 AM
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Marks the end of it
Hais charity bazaar ended. In one hour and thirty minutes :/ wasn't as well as
I tot it would , it seems that Monday was a terrble day because Of a fucking fat boy named Kelvin and another asshole
Named Fady. I fucking wouldn't talk to them any more trust me. I WOULDN'T.
Then I went to school and found out all the rainbows for our store wast able to sitck and I was like WTH happen. Anyway we came
In second and it still made me really happy :):) kinda sad it's ending. No more staying backs with teachers and friends :/ the polaroid store was cancelled I can't take any pictures we lee sek jian and I felt even more terrible. Then after charity bazaar wanted to go out with Qianqi and Kiran butthen there was Romeo and Juliet rehearsal :( sorry guys.
So yeah hai:( I kinda miss Candy lately. We haven been talking much. Its like we see each other in custom and we say hi. Nothing more. And it's like I wonder how's her life now. She seem to be still awesome happy so more or so it's great :D .
My mum just asked me out for jogging and I regret saying no to her ;( today have to go rehearsals again cnt spend time with her :( then how ? I pray to god and hope she have a safe journey wherever she goes :/
I dun want my mother to leave me :'(
I tot it would , it seems that Monday was a terrble day because Of a fucking fat boy named Kelvin and another asshole
Named Fady. I fucking wouldn't talk to them any more trust me. I WOULDN'T.
Then I went to school and found out all the rainbows for our store wast able to sitck and I was like WTH happen. Anyway we came
In second and it still made me really happy :):) kinda sad it's ending. No more staying backs with teachers and friends :/ the polaroid store was cancelled I can't take any pictures we lee sek jian and I felt even more terrible. Then after charity bazaar wanted to go out with Qianqi and Kiran butthen there was Romeo and Juliet rehearsal :( sorry guys.
So yeah hai:( I kinda miss Candy lately. We haven been talking much. Its like we see each other in custom and we say hi. Nothing more. And it's like I wonder how's her life now. She seem to be still awesome happy so more or so it's great :D .
My mum just asked me out for jogging and I regret saying no to her ;( today have to go rehearsals again cnt spend time with her :( then how ? I pray to god and hope she have a safe journey wherever she goes :/
I dun want my mother to leave me :'(
♥ 4:25 PM
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Tomolo is the day
Oh crap shatt running in circles I am so super super excited
Bout tmr can!!! tomolo is the big day is like what everyone has been waiting for but... I actually hope to let it come
Later cause after tmr there wouldn't be half the class staying back there would be sleep overs for the boys.. :( I still really hope the whole class will be as bonded :3 teehee
Yesterday : was as awesome as I dunno what for once mummy is like hell nice ytd to let me SKIP TUITION!!!!! Like arhrhfdkdspdlglmk then went to Mahattan's fish market to yumyum! Hell nice - then Qianqi , Chujun and Gladys was in CWP eat with them too :D yumyumyum lalalala~ then actually going Orchard to shopping shopping la-la-la butthen -.- mother suddenly change
Mind lorh I like owwwwwwww no wayyy! :( then stayed at CWP shop only it alright ~
Hahaha lately I have been reading peoples blog leii ahaha Jasper one is like a COMPOSITION BLOG CAN is interesting lo cause he talk like
A robot Qianqi blog is like very sad so I hope she cheerup and find a cute and handsome boyfriend :) that kiss her. Josephine blog win Liao so Super cute and she post about almost everything !!!! I likes :) then Yiting blog hasn't update for a every long times and I looked at it everyday then there is fiona's blog :) BOY FRIEND BOY FRIEND :) hahaah hwee Mei blog is full of her cute pictures pui. Hahaha
Jk:$
Oh wait finally I wanna say I love loklok for those who dunno what is
Loklok it is a small... Lorry that has alot of like 小吃like Taiwan sausages, roasted and seasoned mushroom omg ish fucking nice. Any human must eat it
Before they die.
Buthen :( my mum is a healthy freak haw. I only ate it twice. For my whole freaking life time. ~.~
That's all bye-bye :) I am smiling you should all smile too like this ----> :)
Bout tmr can!!! tomolo is the big day is like what everyone has been waiting for but... I actually hope to let it come
Later cause after tmr there wouldn't be half the class staying back there would be sleep overs for the boys.. :( I still really hope the whole class will be as bonded :3 teehee
Yesterday : was as awesome as I dunno what for once mummy is like hell nice ytd to let me SKIP TUITION!!!!! Like arhrhfdkdspdlglmk then went to Mahattan's fish market to yumyum! Hell nice - then Qianqi , Chujun and Gladys was in CWP eat with them too :D yumyumyum lalalala~ then actually going Orchard to shopping shopping la-la-la butthen -.- mother suddenly change
Mind lorh I like owwwwwwww no wayyy! :( then stayed at CWP shop only it alright ~
Hahaha lately I have been reading peoples blog leii ahaha Jasper one is like a COMPOSITION BLOG CAN is interesting lo cause he talk like
A robot Qianqi blog is like very sad so I hope she cheerup and find a cute and handsome boyfriend :) that kiss her. Josephine blog win Liao so Super cute and she post about almost everything !!!! I likes :) then Yiting blog hasn't update for a every long times and I looked at it everyday then there is fiona's blog :) BOY FRIEND BOY FRIEND :) hahaah hwee Mei blog is full of her cute pictures pui. Hahaha
Jk:$
Oh wait finally I wanna say I love loklok for those who dunno what is
Loklok it is a small... Lorry that has alot of like 小吃like Taiwan sausages, roasted and seasoned mushroom omg ish fucking nice. Any human must eat it
Before they die.
Buthen :( my mum is a healthy freak haw. I only ate it twice. For my whole freaking life time. ~.~
That's all bye-bye :) I am smiling you should all smile too like this ----> :)
♥ 2:15 AM
Friday, August 5, 2011
Ass-u-me
Assume. I assume you did this. I assume you did that.
Your teacher never teach you Assume equals ass you me uh. "
Life is awesome lately I feel super happy about charity bazaar. It made my class so fking bonded. Or maybe it made me and my *use- to be* quite not so close friends to be closer. :) aiyayaya I made new new new friends like Brian Wong.. get to know Jasper eap and tupid Jefferson and Kian Wei and Sabrina and Nabilah more !! hee I super fun going out with my classmates all the things they did on the train is just embarrassingly fun :D
Anyway today was a very great day as usual I stayed back to help out as a laborer for charity bazaar Just kidding ^^ thenthen I went to find mummy. and guess wtf happen. Haahah this is lagi embarrassing I didnt have money to take a bus to Causewaypoint, Oh FML I walkwalk there . butthen i super smart lorh I walk under the shade ^^. I felt super bad laughing at all the people i laughed at yesterday. I feel ad laughing at Jamie, ChingSiew, Xinjing, em .. Hayati I dunno i just feel bad. i mean did it ever cross ur mid that without these people life would be so boring. and Yeah Jamie... I Saw what she texted QianQi and I was like :( shouldnt laugh at her liao *Sumpah*
Met mummy in CWP. and lalalala she tell me Vivien is BACCKK! happy like i-dunno-what. ITS BEEN 2months since i saw my sister. and yes I miss her. I dun have hopes that she's gonna buy me anything from Melaka, Cambodia, Vietnam or anywhere else she went during this 2months, but i miss her. Alot.
Lately haven been very close to my mum. I dunno why. I feel sometimes i am so much more happy in school than at home. and it fees badthinking about it. i thought of how me and my mum shared the same birthday how we use to eat smarties ice cream together on my birthday last time :( how i used to shared with her aboutt my day and yeah I miss it quite alot. she's busy making money lately. and yeah She's super stress out over work and family. i get hom e early everyday wanting to talk to her more but she just usually get home late in the evening and yeah she will be so tired she dun bother chating with me anymore
♥ 7:02 AM
