Heyhey haha ^_^ life's been great except for exams. Today I really really wanted to see him and finally I did :D I prayed and prayed and prayed and yeap I saw him! Traffic light. Biggest secret came to me she likes him lalala. It's alright. I bet NONE OF YOU NOE WHO I TALKING ABOUT. she likes HIN he likes someone else I like him. It's so weird IT'S SHOULD BE CALLED SQUARE LOVE. hahaha kidding. Anyways. Life great and I really hope to go study with 我的好朋友s... And JASPER EAP! 你要笑笑懂吗?? !! :):) rubicx cube boy.

I miss Vivien :(

Sometimes when u start thinking things positively.. Life becomes a whole lot better. Though me and sek haven talk for sooo long , come to think of it, it does make me revise more. Today had paper2 test. Was alright... Hard questions, cold palms. :) was really happy during Chinese and D&T hehe ^_^ have the sweetest people around me. People that make me laugh the shit out of myself like Kiran, Qianqi, and that YUXIAN! :D was looking thru photos and OMG. I cannot find any pictures what have me Qianqi and that kaur mann. :0!!
Next D&T hohoho! Have the nicest people helping me alot alot . That jasper who help 我 shape my acrylic. Jamie helping me cut a heart shape AND OMFG the Brian Wong got so cute heart and the Vincent lian proudy cat over there with his super nice model. Fiona and Pammy laughing their way thru, yuxian running around like a kid. THE BEST PART WAS RUNNING AWAY FROM MDM TEO! Hehehehehe^_^! Hey Chew I am super happy everything seem so right between us nao! :):) haha lala

I am so hungry right now i can eat  well... I dont want to be a  so I can wear pretty 

Today. Ish a so called half half day. It aint bad, yet it ain't good too :'( all started from getting scolded by the Mdm Yati just because I didn't bring my report book back home for signature. Like FML. it's not like she scold Simran. Like whatever la she scold me say I NOT BEING SERIOUS. it hurts sia.
Next tests went pretty well .. Except physics :( btw my mums radio is like playing again. Yaking all the way. I meant I know she meant well I really do.. But it's like so fuck unreasonable. Just because she see me using my phone she thinks I used it THE WHOLE FUCK DAY when I only touched it for
Like at most 40% of the day. Pretty down right now. The worst thing that happen today.. Was that I think the sec 3 alr know who screenshot their comments, shouldn't write so much here but I dunno what I feel about it. Cold sweat. Well the day was alright and I really miss and like talking to Qianqi. Like during recess how we used to walk down ad talk together. We dont do that anymore. Well maybe she just don't like the way I treat that girl, no comments about. Just miss.
Lately been super unclosed to KSL. I kinda miss him alot, it's like not like how we used to be... Yadadada. I miss so many things all of a sudden. I feel like I hadn't cherish them in the past.
I also miss talking to every singles of my classmates like they are my best buddies. Like ... You you you you and you :( hais. Literature is getting better. Well I hope I keep it up. :) except. For all this horrible fuckeries that happened. Today. Everything went off well. Had the best lunch with Yuxian, qianqi, Xinjing and Josephine. Run around like kids at 888. Thanks and Yuxian u're really nice to talk to. Not forgetting kiran for making my day being so unglam and funny in the videos, well Kiran I hope u are reading this, that though alot of things had changed that we don't laugh as much as we do last time, but I really like being with you and having to listen to all ur fucked up imaginaries. :D I love you. :) andand I noe lately u have been super sad cause your sister's been out often making u abit lonesome, but u have us text me any time and I will try to call u back with my munmies phone ^_^ I'm off. Bye peeps!
Ps. 11:11 I hope u make things as awesome as last year with love, me.

Today is the BIG DAY. whatever. Haahhahh I wished it never came though:( no more staying back, running around, wearing costumes, sharing drinks with close guy friends :( it ended. So many things happened these week, even my finger hurts. Hahaha! Wanna talk about today. I hope I didn't messed up everything. But all I really wanna say is marshmallow icecreams is fuck nice. :$ ehehhehe^^b I gonna miss everyone D: been real long since me and sek talked. Kinda miss it. So I told him just now and he replied 'lol' okay fine... LOL. so I am not going to talk any much more to him anymore. Or at least not tonight. I feel terrible tonight. Feel like crying but I have no reason to it. Maybe. I dunno, because of the post . Nehmind :3. I love it talking to JOSEPHINE on the phone ITS SO MUCH BETTER THAN TALKIN TO HER FACE TO FACE hahaahah kidding! and yeap I really think Fiona and Pamela are awesome people to be with, they may insult or
Comment bout ppl sometimes but being with them just made feel I dunno how to explain feeling.
Qianqi and Kiran's acting tmr and I wished them best of luck!!! :D hehe^^ so wanna go watch their play. :):) and I love all of
U.
And yeah I gonna miss fooling around with my group members like Jasper the troll boy and kian wei the troll boy

Hey gemok :( I dunno if you're gonna see this but all out mosunderstandings... All the insecurities, everything must end. Now. :( I hate when we always has these silence wars:( and I took you forgranted today :( not going to say I am sorry cause. I noe u don't like hearing that word. I really want us to be like how we are last year studying with each other helping out one another and so on :( and lastly I just wanna let u noe that sometimes I make people angry without knowing about it and and I really wanna be best friends with u again gemok :( it makes me sad we... Don't talk as usual now :( really. Kay bye love.

At the moment, everything's just so awesome. I went on being superrrr close to my big sister And this made me hell happy. I went swimming with her on Tuesday, went to brothers house to play with Dome. Brother got this super handsome house mate ^(oo)^ hehe and a pretty Thai housemate too! Anyways yeap. And on Friday went to cold storage with Vivien :) hehe bought all the ingredients we need to make cheese cakes, pasta and ice-cream. We kinda stole one pack of parmesan cheese from cold storage. Oops. Super happ bout life. The cake turned out really awesome. It not like I wann brag hehe^^ maybe too sour cause of the lemon. But anyways i just love the process of it. Me with my eldest sister. <3 gonna get her that necklace she want, cause I Like her.

Lately I have been counting my blessings alot. Being able to have parents have a sister. Have a vote dog. Have awesome friends be it guys or girls. And btw I haven been taking to him lately. And I missed it. With loves. Bye :)

I never know what people want. Or maybe, I dunno what you guys want. It's no more about fun now it's more about expectations :( I expect you to do this, I expect u to say thing. Yadadadadada~. I dunno what Wong Yu Han wants. I kinda miss talking to him. It's been months now since we talked. Funny huh? A 'couple' that doesnt talks. Lol. Wish his not seeing this though, I dunno why. Perhaps I made him angry. I wish I was you sometimes cause when u are sad a bunch of people is around you to tell you everythings alright. Today daddy bought me pepsi that's the only happy thing. Mimitan scolded me today saying that I am going to be
My sister. Oh well. I know I wouldn't. I miss mummy. I wish I was her cause Shes like best friends to everyone. I wish I was her cause hahahaa I think she's cute. Hohoho ^^
Whatever.

Today is sucha un productive day.all I did was using the comp stalking people :( watching happy tree friends :( really miss my mummy . Hope she come home soon. Haven heard from her since yesterday. Kinda worried. Maybe I am just paranoid. I am borned paraniod. Today is a duper ultra sad day. Had no one to talk to. Sister's out. Fathers
Complaining Maid give me all the lame excuses and Fiffy doesn't talk. Anyways goodnight and i dun have a farking blanket tonight cos
My maid went to wash mine. Bye.