This kind of thing,don't envy people,create for yourself.
That's what sek jian said. True. I am lazy I guess. Hmm been listening to Hummingbird heartbeat super nice song :) especially the starting. " you make me feel like I'm loosing my virginity ". Days like this I those you feel pretty terrible. Chinese paper was so hard today. But it was pretty good on the bus ride with yuhan. And lunch with Nicole :) talk a lot more than usual. Kiran was in school doing a mock paper. Abit scare to see ZhaoJun now. For all you know I am just going to pass my paper by 5 marks. ' I don't know what's there to hide between both of you ' hahaha #TeamFucker.

Have you ever been so depress. You cry yourself to sleep and wake up feeling like a tofu

Omg I can't help to have no mood to study the whole place is so noisy fuck thissssss

Today was good day! Went out for lunch with Kiran and ate super nice sardine sandwich, talked a lot to Kiran. After that went out with Sek jian talk quite a lot too. But omg history is totally spoiling my mood la fuck

They say you don't grow up, you just grow old. Today feels abit of a fuck. Started out with two ppl fighting because I was stupid enough to say something. Then came oral which I supposed to be pretty confident in which I am not so now. Edward to be honest was pretty kind he try his best to let me hit on the correct ans for oral. :( but omg it just feels horrible. Thaws days I go home with Munchoong, he so funny. We kept laughing at ppl, and I get home and feel super guilty. Like what if karma strikes back. Lots an lots of high hopes daily. Who doesn't like to come home with many many people to talk to? :( remember last year? How we all don't really use Whatsapp together. But life in school was fun as hell. There were seldom nights I stay up and cry. I was pretty close with everyone. And now? :( Munchoong asked me so many questions about yuhan. That's went I figure out we hadn't been spending quality time together at all. But Aiya. I dunno la! I wanna cry :(

事实是woyeshibudongla. And kiss you inside out continued playing in my head. So what's your definition.

As I scroll down my twitter today I saw All of Candy's hilarious tweets. Then I saw her twit-con and omg she and her boyfriend so fucking cute :). Anyways to me life as candy is great. But yeah count your blessing they say. God bless me alot too:)

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Omg I feel so horrible. Emaths suck to the core and I am going to fail it. Don't talk to me about some method marks because fuck it I don't feel any of my workings will receive :( and like what if tml get back report book. :( and I fail everything. emath POA , physics chemistry EVERYTHING. :( how. And on somedays you just scroll down your contact list. And you no longer see anyone you can really share anything with. Cause life sucks and I wanna leave this place. This horrible place.i hate everyone. Hate is a strong word. God say thou shall not hate. But... How do you stop feeling hate. Period.

Fuck I hate to know schools going to start.

And just liddat it ended

其实，人的一生就像空中的风筝，有时迎风上升，有时跌落坠地。

Today I feel like a slut. It so slutty to be doing all this but I can't help it. I feel very mean I feel so guilty. Thing is if you wanna do something bad like lie to your Mum and doing something else, you don't feel guilty. Only stupid like me feels guilty. I am trembling. There are butterflies in my tummy. I really want to reply a yes to him. Just now Vivien and mum just fought again they quarreled and I can see how horrible mummy feels. Actually both of them cares for each other. But none of them act it out. They just fought and Vivien replied me Fuck off" I feel horrible. Thing is whatever that is happening now to me I can't really tell anyone cause you know whats the first word that will come out in their mind? slut. Die Everyday Read Elephants Kangaroos