Lately feels so much like a failure. Exams coming, I am still in the moodless happy go lucky feeling . Talki g to sek all day watching movies it's like so comfortable. But it's not . Really worried for my streaming and all. No more time to think of love or movies time to study study study. Mummy went off to China this morning despite the horrible tornado in Taiwan which is near Fujian :( worries. May be thinking wayyy too much but I am scare of loosing her and never seeing her again.
Mummy haven been happy these weeks hope that when she come back from Fujian everythings gonna be alright. Dear god please give me a harmonious family, Jesus name. Amen.