Sometimes he gave me the idea that him and her patching up was just a big joke. Today he told me he love her. My father is currently screaming at me. :( using me like a big loser. Why the fuck make have jealous and angry when youre fucking fuck fuck patching up with the fuck of her. You got something wrong in your fucked up fucking brain of yours. Get lost,

Sometimes I wonder what God meant to me and what I meant to God :( now things are like so chaotic. My live seems to be one thin line away to bankruptcy I dunno. Now that I get into the most I LOVE CLASS. I hope god grant me another wish. I just want a great harmony family this may sound stupid or lame like big fuck but I really really really wish for this now. Things are getting bad.

So there are days when you feel like a great bimbo and there are days that you feel like shit and fugly :( really really worried about tmr's results . It's like D: I dunno also just worried I dot wana get into combine science and :( I dunno. Life at home wasn't great too mum's money was stolen at home and she gets so paranoid and insecures like fuccckkksss. And I feel super annoyed. My brother just owe a lot of shit outside the house and mum's gonna help him pay and listening to mums nag is shitty too :( and my big sister I love her when ever she's aroond it just live. Everything! ;( life's a big downturn nao I dunno what to think about tml :( this weeks only great talking to Derek and Yih Chuan. And sek maybe. You know people come and go :(

Hello all. Life been in ups and downs well everything's DONE :) mum when for operation recently God bless her health.
Well recently November hadn't been great for most people I don't wanna be too happy about November too really
Worried for my subjects combinations :( I wanna be a smart kid
I wanna tell everyone how much they mean to me you know. I wanna tell my
Mum how much I love her, tell my big sister how much I wanna be just like rr, tell Diana how pretty I think she is, tell Terence how much I miss him talking to me in the most caring voice ever. I wanna tell Sek Jian how much meant to me , tell Yuhan how much I love to read those messages we had. I wanna tell Qianqi how awesome I think she is always helping everyone around her, I wanna tell Kiran how much I wanna be ask retarded and funny as her I wanna tell Josephine, Huimei, Fiona, Pamela and XinJing how much it meant to be to be laughing with them, I wanna tell Yiting how happy I am to be able to know her and have her around me when I need it, I wanna tell Jasper, Jefferson, Vincent, yuxian, Jay, KianWei how awesome guy friends they are that I ever had, well lalala I feel so muc better nao