Finished watching Life of Pi and What's your number. Hehe life of Pi is real good, better if you could go for the 3D one! Watched it with some church friends went off pretty well, sitting beside Korean boy Patrick wasn't so bad. He just cover my glasses everytime he feels bored, thinking I am asleep. Watched whats your number alone. You know those days you look into the mirror and no matter how long and how you smile it it, you just look ugly and awkward. Well today is the day for me! Great. How can I let someone see me like this. And worst part is the fact that Abeguel's leaving and I will fucking miss her so much. So so so much, and hell. It's been such a long week. :( I feel terrible, all the things I felt, I did, and thought of, why did I become like that. 2 years ago when Cousin John left for Melbourne, he hated it he said no matter what he's gonna come back and hell it sucks his life to be there for a single minute. Just two days ago I saw him again. The exact same question was asked. This time, his answer was " see first, after I graduate I'm going to look at My results then decide whether I should come back " hmmm can anyone guess what's the answer he's going to give the next time he comes back again?? So from here, I saw that perhaps the environment really really changes a person's thinking, how a person acts and stuff. Even if you meditate " I will not Change like the others " you will eventually. Ohgod. I haven been doing any school works for the pass two days. What is happening. :(. Anyways mum when to see the Uncle who had cancer I was talking about In my previous post, heard things was getting worst, he's like swelling, I dunno mum says when a person starts swelling and all, it's a message that the person's gonna pass away soon. But till now, I still have this hope for God's miracle. I mean he is such a great living creature why would God take him away. Some days I think of how death means never being able to see the person on Earth again and I get really really horrified cause that's just so hard to take. Oh well. Some days I hope I just go to heaven, no O levels to worry no future to worry. But Ha ha, that's what lazy people think. God bless all, I love you.
You're a jerk and I shouldn't be thinking. Bout you.