Sometimes I wonder why the fuck I respect people like them. Allow me to rant a little. So recently this really nice Aunty in church kinda discover growths around her neck and lym note. Today is a Sunday, went to church, and out of concern mum went to advice the aunty's brother, hoping that they go for a second opinion in Singapore. Perhaps he was worried and anxious, but this was never the way to answer back to a elder " yes we know what to do, no need you to say" can't you be any polite. It bugged my mum the whole day about what they said. Next. Yesterday I went for a wedding ceremony of a church sister. Today is her wedding lunch in Singapore, which caters to her husband's side relatives. Surprisingly, her grandma was not invited to the lunch. I mean she's so friendly and happy go lucky, how can they leave her alone in the house and go happy in the wedding. No doubt she is old and can walk alot but that isn't a excuse to bring your own mother to her grand daughter's wedding. Shame on them. Call yourself Christians. I not trying to say I am a great Christian but hell, I don't do horrible things like that. Sometimes I wonder when I grow up will I still be a faithful Christian. These people should not be my excuse of not attending church, but seriously don't you get really horrified and lost faith in Christians when you see what they do. Someday I hope they pop by and see this. I really do