Somedays like this I wonder how mum is going to survive. That uncle who passed away was the same age as her. It was scary looking at him in the coffin, all dark and nothing. Everyday,someone in the family makes mummy angry. Ofcourse this includes me. But somedays or you can say everyday, it worries me a little more, that mummy won't be able to survive tomorrow. Because some day she's just so angry. SO SO SO ANGRY. And angry is not good.

When do you know that it may be the last time you see someone. Last time.. Before they disappear from the surface of earth. Last time before you won't ever see them in your whole life. If you ever want to see a patient or tell some one something, don't procrastinate. It's not going to happen. A week ago I wanted to go see the uncle, I like him alot cause he's been real nice to me. I cancelled my trip and went for CCA orientation instead. That week I told myself I have to see him on Saturday. Well he passed on, on Friday morning.

Good day. Perhaps sometimes we shouldn't judge. Shouldn't gossip. Sometime I feel bad after doing it, then again I let a weight off my chest. Most importantly, I love being around with people who can actually understand things. It's great! At least they won't go like " I think we have different opinions to this issue, thus we should not talk about it" had lunch and bus rides with yiting today, that was quality time. Talking about everything. I hope Kiran is fine :( too bad all of us can't go out and eat together. :(

Looking at the seniors and Hmt students get their results today, I got abit nervous anxious and all, I guess it was normal. And all I thought about was " I don't want to be the kid crying when all my friends are celebrating then the time comes for me" I am sorry I can't help much to those who didnt do well, I secretly prayed you guys see this as a positive issue.

They say when you found _asshole_ you lost your _ribbons_. Guess it's true.

Oh great :( was looking forward to tomorrow untill my only bestfriend from my CCA wasn't able to turn up in tomorrow's orientation. How am I going to survive 4 hours there. Immerse in people I dunno. Pretty much don't look forward to it. Don't go! You say, but I promised to be a great person this year and try to attend all my CCA stuff. That's why, one should always make friends with everyone from the CCA. Omg kill me

Somedays I long to talk to you, make myself excited and all. Then when these days come by like today I feel like a piece of shit. Before you go maybe we should Meet, maybe we shouldn't at all. Because the things we do are wrong.

Tomorrow is the first day of school I hope things will be well. :( I don't want to have any high expectations.

Someday you just have a say please. Andn I will do it