Somedays like this I wonder how mum is going to survive. That uncle who passed away was the same age as her. It was scary looking at him in the coffin, all dark and nothing. Everyday,someone in the family makes mummy angry. Ofcourse this includes me. But somedays or you can say everyday, it worries me a little more, that mummy won't be able to survive tomorrow. Because some day she's just so angry. SO SO SO ANGRY. And angry is not good.

When do you know that it may be the last time you see someone. Last time.. Before they disappear from the surface of earth. Last time before you won't ever see them in your whole life. If you ever want to see a patient or tell some one something, don't procrastinate. It's not going to happen. A week ago I wanted to go see the uncle, I like him alot cause he's been real nice to me. I cancelled my trip and went for CCA orientation instead. That week I told myself I have to see him on Saturday. Well he passed on, on Friday morning.