So stressful.  This few days I feel like my mum doesnt even trust me anymore. Why can't she believe me when I say I have projects and even after I explained to her, she could still tell Abeguel I am lying and all. I feel super disappointed :( when did everything become like this. I used to be the one she trusted most. Fuck la.
And I feel so stress out like bloody hell so many fucking things to do. So many things that are so distracting. So many assignments stupid as hell. And now we are taking one step higher for our rs and I dont even know if its the correct thing to do. Like its obv wrong but then a part of me really wants to do it like what the fuck la michelle can you maintain abit. And worst still I cant find someone to talk to I dont really dare to talk to him and oh dear. I wish I am 5