Today.  Exams are coming and all i am doing is slacking  how can I start bucking up. I am distracted with so many things. Many of which are my own mistakes. Mistakes that I would make again given the chance.

Guys I really miss you all. Maybe repeating this isn't of much you but repetition is a form of emphasis as learnt in Literature.  I not sure how to say this but I really miss life in secondary school.  I miss seeing you all. And I dont like life now. I am not feeling like how I say I feel on everywhere.  I feel terrible.  I need help guys. I love you all I miss my mum. I miss everyone.  Goodnight

天天都会伤心一次。每天都会。:'( 好的时候有很好。why bother saying you understand when you dont?
我其实觉得很累了。很累每天都会伤心。很累我谁都不能告诉。如果能在做决定我还会跟他在一起吗。

Mum is going to Japan tonight.  I will miss her. I am actually very worried. With all the recent plane crashes and people dying... wont all of us have insecurities about taking a plane again?
I miss being my mama's girl. Oh dear :'( Pray that lord my God gives mummy a safe journey to japan and back. I dont care about presents any more.

You know if life's a book and I am the main character in it. I wish I am dying soon so that everyone would do what I want. And all I want is actually to have my whole family go on a holiday together once. Just once will do.is it really hard. Can someone understand.